Lets post about my feeling here..
and since i got many free time to online!
lifes here are really complicated..
the road, the place, the shopping mall, the people.
all are new to me...
and the road, the place, i can't really recognise..

I have to be alone after they going back to miri.

i can't imagine the life there alone..

because everything was not as easy as i thought.

my sis taught me many things.

She said that i have to be brave, independant.

and must be confident a bit while shopping alone..

haha! I can imagine it..

she told me this while we having our breakfast at starbuck.

Have to be alone?

i was so scared..

but i noticed that all of the people at starbuck there just come here alone!

i have to learn it also.

the people is not as kind as mirian.

while shopping at the curve, i noticed that all those malay,

they won't let u pass thru if u didn't let them pass over..

hm how to say.. its like they never "rang lu" to people.

haha.. sometimes i really want to walk to them,

and ask them:"mau limao ka?"

XD think of Tsin saying that..

urghh.. i felt that now Tsin and i got a little distance ler..

i don't know why..

maybe i cannot always online..

maybe i'm not at miri now..

or maybe just sad while she compare our condition?

i felt so sorry for her too..

God please lead her..

to the beautiful future!

and lead me too!

life is tough and we have to get through it!

azaaa azaaa fighting!

i want to be happy for future~

i want my future is full of sunshine, not tears..

so.. struggle it!!!

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